29.01.12

MNLS #6: Caro? You're an idiot



"We should go out more often. Last year a primary school is sooooooooo boring,"
"It's rather sooooooooo disgusting," Cassie imitated my "so".

I sent her a look, but she ignored it.
"We will get in, right?" Micha said suddenly, thoughtfully.

"Sure," I replied. Of course, I couldn't have been sure then, but I knew that if I believe in it enough (and pass the exams), then I get in.
"I like your optimism," Cassie nodded.

"I would prefer realism in this case, but .. we are good enough to get in,"
We talked about odds and ends despite the fact that the food was eaten. We never cared at all that we are still in a café, where waitresses are sending half-angry glares, because we laugh a lot and don't order anything else.

"Oh .. my supernatural being, where you are?" I suddenly heaved a sigh, taking a sip from ice cream coctail. How awkward.

Girls chuckled, and Chan looked away. Then she chuckled more.
"Well, how should I say .. if you take a look right now, you will see him there," she said, bowing closer.

I raised a brow, looking where Chan looked and ...
"Oh crap, I didn't say it this loud, did I?" I asked sheepishly, when I saw Jason standing a few feet away from the cash register.

"Let's hope for you,"
"Same here,"

We turned once again to the cash register, just in the nick of time that Jason nodded to greet us. We did the same.

"It seems that someone just can't keep away from you. Even on the weekend," smiled Micha.
I looked at her for a second. "I don't believe in coincidences, but it can't be anything else,"

"It would be interesting, though, if it was not a coincidence. What do you think, if he attached some kind of GPS device to you?"
"Haha, very funny,"

Five minutes passed, when we saw a waiter going to Jason's table, to give him the bill.
"Seriously? 5 minutes? Did he just threw it inside himself?" Micha raised an eyebrow.

"Caro'd rather like the idea of ​​a supernatural being, '' Cassie 'corrected' her.
"Does that mean he's like a vampire who does everything too fast?" Micha said, although she hated the "Twilight"-topic.

"No," Cassie shook her head. "The fact that he is a werewolf who eats a lot and very quickly."
"Maybe you want to say that the waitress wrote 'Fido' on the plate as well?" it was meant to be sarcasm, because they made fun of me (although like girl friends, not insulting), but we started laughing instead.

"Sorry, could not understand the joke," said Micha.
"It doesn't matter, we should be tell you the whole book," Cassie said.

"But if you already want..," Chan launched, while observing Micha's face.
"No. No way," she exclaimed, so that half of the café looked at us.

"Okay, enough from 'Twilight'," I said to conciliate everyone.
"Exactly, now we will stand up, three of us will go to the bus stop and you-," Chan pointed finger at me, "-go talk to him,"

My smile vanished. "I .. what? No, I can't,"
Girls raised brows.

"Why not?" Micha couldn't understand. "It's like your chance ... No one of ours is here, so nobody will suspect."
"No, I ca't," I was stubborn.

* ... You know what can I say about it? This was probably the most embarrassing and regrettable moment of my life. (I'll tell you why embarrassing after a second). You can't even imagine how much I later thought and told myself how stupid I was.

Really, would it hurt me if I had spoken to him? That I would rather raised my mood.*

"Well, okay, it's up to you," said Cassie somehow .. ominous. And then .. - no, I still do not believe that they really did that - they went straight to where Jason went.
Friends, yeah, I snorted in my mind.

I went to another exit, and waited there for a bit, because I was sure that they will come. When they weren't in 5 minutes, I sent a message to Cassie: "Where are you?"

"Down? Waiting for you?" came the answer in 10 seconds.
Somehow, I had a feeling it didn't sound particularly friendly. I wasn't wrong.

I ran down the stairs, not suspecting anything, and I saw them there, their faces sullen and thoughtful at the same time.
"Hey, where did you disappeared?" I asked cheerfully, because I thought that the former thought was flawed. How fool I was, once again.

"Do you know what he looked like?" Chan suddenly turned towards me.
"He thought you were coming with us. I would say even hoped that," Cassie took over.

"He did everything extremely slowly, as if waiting when you show up,"
"And you didn't,"

"Oh," was the only word that came out. I felt coldness inside. Coldness? Yes, that's right, because it seemed so to him. He thinks now that I ignore him.
"Oh? Really? That's all?"

I didn't want to talk to them. At that very moment I understood how silly was the idea to get together today.
"I must go," I whispered, and, turning myself around, I broke into a run, ignoring their shouts.

I didn't run just because of running, I ran to the bus stop. His stop. I was hoping he wasn't gone yet. I hoped .. I hoped.
Pointless.

I came to the bus stop just in time - to see the bus moving further away. The bus that took him with it.
A shake went through my body, as if I would never see him again.

And then I ran again. Not following the bus, because it would have been pointlsess, and even if I had caught it, what would I have said to Jason?

I shook my head to get rid of thoughts. The only thought in my head throbbing, was, "Sea."

***

In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now

Yeah, I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you starin' at that phone in your lap
And you hopin' but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplane, airplane, sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting Stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)

Ya, ya, somebody take me back to the days
Befo' this was a job, befo' I got paid
Befo' it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Ya, back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But nowadays we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes outta' airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Befo' the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listen to my mixtape
And back befo' I tried to cover up my slang
But this is fo' Decatur, what's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish
To end the politics
And get back to the music
That started this shit?
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta' airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting Stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting Stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)

I could really use a wish right now
(I could really use a wish right now)
I-I-I could really use a wish right now
(I could really use a wish right now)
Like, like, like shootin' stars
(Like shootin' stars)
I-I-I-I could really use a wish right now
(I could really use a wish right now)
A wish, a wish right now
(A wish right now)

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